I'm stuck in the States touring, Jyrki is a dick, and I miss my Krissy and my babies! This is so unfair!

I'm also really terrified of getting pig flu.

But I have Cartoon Network! I need to see if I can find The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy to bring home to Kalle and Cami.

Now, where did Jyrki hide his apple juice?

The Jussitor is bad at this updating game. Things have happened and I have failed to tell about them!

Such as Kalle turning 5! Holy crapiola! That was like earlier this month too! We celebrated here, of course, but I forgot to tell you people about it. So. I have a picture.




Look at her! Isn't she so cute?! 5 year olds do not get dressed on their birthday when all they are doing is opening presents with their family. Her grandma sent her that book and she was pissed that I interrupted her reading to take a picture. I'm a bad daddy, I know. Taking a picture on her birthday and all. And yes, she can read. Some of her favorite shows are in English with Finnish subs. You might ask, why doesn't she just listen in English? Well because I'm a mean daddy that makes her read by turning the volume way down and taking away the remote during at least 2 of her shows every day. It's effective, really. And she does like to read. Sometimes when I give the remote back she just ignores it because she's having so much fun reading the tv.

Alright enough babbling about my parenting and my daughter. She turned 5 March 14 and I just got around to posting about it. That is all.

*salutes*
Jussi

I'm not very good at updating, am I?

Oh well.

I'm having too much fun with Kris and our daughters.

They're collective.

Anyway.

I'm hiding from Jyrki. He wants me to do work. I'm against it.

I'm bored.

Me and little miss Kalle-pants are good.

I want hot sex.

Kthnxbai.

-cough-Kristian, hint.-cough-

P.S: I'm moving to Tampere.

Welcome to the world Kalle Tabitha Vuori! Born March 14 at 4:36 pm, 7 lbs 8 oz, 13 inches long. She's kind of smallish but she's my beautiful little girl. It was such an amazing experiance being able to be there when her birth mommy brought her into the world. I couldn't have asked for anything better, especially since Jyrki was able to share it with me.

~Daddy Jussi signing off~ -salutes-

what's the point of posting in this thing if no one EVER comments?

I am sick with a cold and I feel terrible. Should the room be spinning? I really need to go to bed.


OOC: Ok, so I'm grounded again and it's bad. I won't be on AIM for at least 2 weeks but I'll try to update my journal because i can get on LJ from school but messenger is much more difficult. So yeah.... The whole adoption thing um well I don't know when thats going to happen. Tina, if you want to discuss it with me, give me a call. Love you all, peace.

I miss you Jyrki! Love you!

"Had a life but I can't go back." I've made a new life and it suits me just fine. Hyvää joulua, Merry Christmas, Happy Chaunakah, Happy Kwanza, merry happy amazing whatever you celebrate. -salutes- Jussi, over and out.

There was an angel in Heaven named Hope, I saw her fall. I watched her lie broken on Earth and there was nothing I could do. I died with her. Loneliness and Lies took me into their arms, gave me a semblance of living. It was okay for awhile. Then Hope began to breath again. She brought me back to Life. Love came with Life and Hope has gone back home to Heaven where she will remain forever more.

Don't judge me.

Sometimes we make choices based on fear and sometimes they're based on love or lust or blindness or stupidity. I've made choices based on all of these reasons. It's reckless, I know. I also know I've caused alot of pain and I'm going to cause still more. I can't help it, it's who I am. There's someone I should have never left and someone I never should have been with in the first place. For someone who's so good at causing pain, I'm certainly terrible at taking it. And I'm about to make alot of enemies. Ville, we need to talk.

I can't even stand myself right now. I'm such a dirtbag. I smell. I need to shower. Fuck showering. I don't care. But I feel like shit. Great now I'm aurguing with myself. I went through ear trauma trying to put earrings in. Fuck it. I'm going to go shower!

I have to go to Chicago on Friday. I don't want to go to Chicago. I don't want to do work. Maybe after I do what I have to do I'll go see The Rasmus in concert as it's only nine dollars. -shrugs- I dunno. All I know is that I want to spend more time with my love. I miss you baby!

Sucky sucky suckyness! My day is not going right at all! My parents keep calling me to bug me and make life difficult. Johnny is sick on top of his depression. Today is one of his bad days but he can't go see his therapist because he is sick. Like throwing up needs a bucket by his bed sick. I feel sorry for him. He's not hungover or anything, he rarely drinks any alchohol at all anymore. If he's not feeling better by tomorrow, I'm taking him to the ER. His body really can't take this, he's so thin already. He's become a really good friend of mine and it's hard to see him in so much pain. I guess I'm just a softie. Whatever. Jyrki! Where are you?! I need my friend!

Johnny's staying with me. It's all very... fun? At least I get the computer for like five minutes. Oh well, i don't mind since he doesn't mind me drumming until 2 in the morning. So it's all good.

Finland was interesting... yeah that was like ages ago but whatever. Mother insisted on being embarressing. I think i might get another horse. I'm sunburned on my back and it's itchy. I guess that's all.

I'm leaving very early in the morning for Finland. I went to see the doctor, he says I'm well enough to travel and reminded me for the millionth time, no pain pills that are opiate based. Thanks doc! Not like I really feel like dying again. Poor Jyrki. I was hanging out with him when I had the seizure, thankfully he called an ambulance. Passed out after the seizure then I apparently went into cardiac arrest in the ambulance. They were just about to declare me legally dead when my heart started back up. Basically, the only thing wrong with me is I'm allergic to opium from doing shitty heroin when I was younger. So, no strong pain killers for Jussi-socks. Well anyway, Mama probably won't let me near a computer while I'm visiting. Or a phone. She had better not ask about my sex life. And now I have to go pack.


((OOC: I leave tomorrow at 4 am and will be gone for a week. I'll try to get on at an internet cafe downtown but life is pretty scheduled. I'll be on Mackinac Island for you cool peeps who know where that is. I'll be in the Children's Discovery Rooms in the fort wearing a green polyester uniform with a lovely nametag that says Michelle if anyone will be up there at the same time.))

i really need to update more often. Nothing too exciting going on, I'm dating Vilja and my spritual brother is engaged. Congrats Jyrki. -salutes- There are tears of joy for you around here somewhere, I just can't locate them at the moment. They keep getting mixed up with the tears of sadness that we're growing up.